OK, so it’s been a couple days since I have posted. Sorry about that. Anywhoooo, of course the brain has not stopped turning, but it sure has slowed down some since my initial release of emotions. I am quite confident in the decision I have made.
I was talking to my girl last night and she asked me “Why didn't you tell me you were talking to him?” The truth is, I did not tell anyone really. I wanted to be able to make up my own mind about how I felt. I’m not saying my friends opinions don’t matter, and I know they can look at the situation from the outside, but I am ultimately the one who has to live with any decision I make. I am really glad the true colors showed, which angered me to no end, but relieved me as well.
I am a worthy person with many good qualities. I know no one is perfect, and I am certainly no exception to the rule, but that being said, I do not deserve to be treated like I am of no value. My mom has told me on more than one occasion, that my heart is too big. I’m not sure if that’s good or bad thing. I may be a little rough around the edges, but she is right, I really do have a big heart. It also seems I wear my heart on my sleeve, which also can be a good as well as bad.
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