Wow, I really am glad I started this blog. I feel like I have found something in my life I have been missing for a long time. I used to write a lot. Recently I went through some old boxes and found 5 or 6 notebooks full of my writing. I forgot how writing down how I feel help keep the emotions I am feeling keeps from driving me absolutely crazy. I am learning that bottling up how I feel and not having any kind of release it not healthy!!!
My life has not exactly turned out like I thought it would. Not saying that is bad, just not how I ever pictured it growing up. But you know what they say, if you want to make god laugh, tell him your plans. Lately I have been getting asked (a lot for some reason), “Don’t you want to get married?” “Don’t you want to have children?” Of course I want those things, but the thing is I’m not going to actively search for it. I have learned in my life that if I look for something, I end up getting the wrong thing. So I am just going to sit back and wait for those things to come to me. If they happen, they happen….if not then that wasn’t in the master plan for me.
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