Wow it has been a really long time since I have posted anything!! So mmuch for posting everyday!! Although, I have been really busy. Softball season is in full swing and we are starting our summer season. Needless to say, I have been working both of my jobs 5 days a week and am pretty tired. I wouldn't do it if I didn't have to.
The personal life is kind of non-existant right now. Meaning I am not dating anyone, and I am ok with that. Although, I do get kind of lonely and miss having a special someone to talk to or spend time with when I am not working. Kind of sucks, but I seem to be pretty comfortable with it. Guess that's part of the healing process too.
The thing is I want to date, but at the same time I don't want to date because I don't want to be hurt. I also am not going to settle for less than I deserve as I have in the past. I guess I don't know what I want right now, and that seems to be a pretty good reason not to date. I guess I'm just confused.
