Feeling completely lonely today. When I say lonely, it's not that I feel I have no one to talk to, or anyone around me. I'm lonely like I am missing that special connection with someone. I miss holding hands, the whispers, hug, kisses. I miss the conversations, the inside jokes.
What I miss the most is feeling that I have that special someone in my life who gets ME. Someone who understands I am FAR from perfect, that I am stubborn, bitchy, & moody, and loves me for exactly who I am. Because they KNOW on the inside I am sensitive, loving, romantic, and mushy. I don't hide my soft side if you are worthy of seeing it.
I am however done with looking and am starting to lose faith in ever finding someone who will love me for me, through thick and thin. Maybe this wasn't in the plan for me, but sadly it is all I have ever wanted.
I'm tired of feeling broken, but it seems no matter what I try, I end up alone.
